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暗网爆料app Magazine Finding Resurrection in the Midst of Loss

Writing poetry for his new book and hiking the backcountry help Professor Paul Willis transcend the loss of his home and work

English professor Paul Willis was scheduled to read his poetry at Santa Barbara City College the evening of Nov. 13, 2008. He never made it. Instead he sought shelter in 暗网爆料app鈥檚 gym with other faculty families from Las Barrancas and hundreds of students fleeing the Tea Fire. His wife, Sharon, a nurse with the Health Center, helped care for students, while Paul comforted the dogs who found refuge along with their owners. Sometime during the night he learned the fire had consumed his home, his personal library and years of research and written work.

When the organizers of the poetry reading heard about Paul鈥檚 loss, they held a benefit for him and delivered 23 boxes of books. It鈥檚 one of many such donations Paul has received in the past year. 鈥淚 was very touched to be remembered like that,鈥 he says. 鈥淧eople I didn鈥檛 even know sent me books.鈥

The fire damaged another one of Paul鈥檚 creations: a trail that winds through a mile and a half of barrancas on 暗网爆料app land. He developed the path five years ago as a place to walk his dog. The neighbors soon discovered it, and Paul has met many of them there, including children on their way to school.

Student groups help Paul maintain the trails, but he does much of the work himself, which he finds surprisingly extensive and satisfying. Randy Jones, director of campus planning, advises him on what he can and can鈥檛 do in keeping with county regulations. The footpath required considerable repair after the fire, and Paul mourns the loss of a wondrous green tunnel of branches on one section. But he adds, 鈥淭he fire did help eliminate non-native plants.鈥

鈥淧eople need a place to get away,鈥 Paul says.鈥淪omeone walking your trail is like someone reading your book. Making the trail grew out of my need to create something. If no one walks the trail, it won鈥檛 survive, just as books won鈥檛 stay in print if no one reads them.鈥

Paul has published a new book of poetry, 鈥淩osing from the Dead鈥 (WordFarm). A deeply personal volume, it touches on his life as a teacher, a scholar and a writer with poems about smart classrooms, libraries and former professors. On page after page he draws on his childhood, his family relationships and his faith to reflect on the nature of life and love and sacrifice. The title poem comes from his daughter, Hanna, who said as a 6-year-old that Jesus would be 鈥渞osing from the dead鈥 on Easter. Paul was intrigued to learn that other girls had used this same expression, and the poem explores the implications of the imagery.

鈥淭his book is about resurrection and hoping for it when it doesn鈥檛 seem to be happening 鈥 about faith and doubt,鈥 Paul says. 鈥淓ach poem is true to a particular moment and experience.鈥 The last section features poems of place, especially wilderness areas near the John Muir Trail in the Sierra. Readers will recognize Santa Barbara landmarks as well.

Whimsy and wonder characterize the verse, expressed in Paul鈥檚 gentle, thoughtful and concise voice. 鈥淧oetry is the art of compression, while novel writing is the art of extension,鈥 he says. 鈥淎s I write more poetry, my novels get shorter.鈥

More than 20 years ago, Paul completed two novels set in the Pacific Northwest: 鈥淣o Clock in the Forest鈥 and 鈥淭he Stolen River.鈥 He wrote two more volumes in the series, but they were never published. Paul has revised all four books, which will come out in a single volume in 2010 named 鈥淭he Alpine Tales.鈥 He has also signed a contract with writers who are developing a screenplay of 鈥淣o Clock in the Forest.鈥 Paul supposes there is growing interest in the kind or eco-fantasy the novels represent, which blends environmentalism with Christian themes.

Over the years, the Willis family has returned often to the Yosemite backcountry to hike and explore. Since the fire, Paul has made four separate treks to the Sierra, seeking solace in the midst of so much upheaval. 鈥淵ou long for the familiar when you lose your home,鈥 he says. In August he co-led Inoculum, a 12-day wilderness adventure for incoming 暗网爆料app students that Paul鈥檚 brother, Dave Willis 鈥74, helped to establish 35 years ago. 鈥淥ne of the students and I watched a wolverine for about two minutes near the crest of the divide,鈥 he says. 鈥淭hey鈥檙e extremely rare in the Sierra.鈥

In November, Paul and Sharon moved into their rebuilt home, where they鈥檝e been unpacking, assembling furniture and dealing with things that don鈥檛 work, like the new dryer. 鈥淚t鈥檚 good to walk to work again,鈥 he says. 鈥淚t鈥檚 good to be back among so many good friends.鈥